To be honest I knew deep down something wasn’t quite right but couldn’t tell you what it was.
From the start I was sceptical and throughout I fought her efforts, but went with it as much as could manage and trusted her.
It wasn’t easy: it was painful and unpleasant, and I didn’t want to know the truth.
Towards the end of our sessions however, as Michelle pushed my buttons, something definitely ‘clicked’, and a pain and weight deep down has been lightened. That internal voice of self loathing has been quietened, and I now hold my head up high and stand up to be counted as an equal.
At the same time Michelle made no pretence that now the magic had happened that was it: she gave me a set of tools to manage and introspect, to constantly be on guard and manage my feelings and behaviour. During our sessions she never sat on a high horse, and she shared her own vulnerability which made the whole process so powerful.
Before seeing Michelle I had already begun to see how the world is a mirror to our internal state, and I now bask in the warmth and friendliness of the world is as I hold it up in reflection! The world is a great place and I am happy to be here!
I see the removal of this block as the start of a very exciting journey: I have a great yearning to understand and connect spiritually with all that is around us. I know I was holding myself back and as I stop fearing there is a lot of potential to be harnessed.
I used to feel like I was a bit part in my own movie: I am now starting to become the lead role.
Mr K Singh, Surrey.