one of the best decisions I have made in my life.
I will try to describe what my life was like before seeing Michelle but the 6 session transformation is so incredible it may be a little hard, which in itself is miraculous as I used to have no problems focusing on the negative in fact it was all I ever did.
When I met Michelle I was suffering with severe anxiety and panic attacks. My whole body was in agony from it. I wasn’t able to sleep and I would sweat throughout the night. I had no confidence, in fact I hated myself. I believed I was a terrible person, terrible mother and had a terrible life. I was unable to handle any situation and I was an emotional wreck, I literally was at rock bottom. The thing is that my life had been like this on and off for 30 years. I came from an extremely dysfunctional family and I had used either drugs (prescription or otherwise), alcohol or men to block anything out. Not only was I addicted to men who treated me badly, I was also addicted to drama, negativity and suffering and I was literally like a magnet for all of those things. I was a lost and frightened little girl.
So what am I like now? Well First of all I now feel like a woman and a contented woman at that. No more anxiety, no night sweats and I sleep peacefully. I love myself now, I truly care about and respect myself. I listen to my feelings and I nurture myself. These things were completely alien to me before but now are second nature. I am not living my life in desperation for other people to like me, love me or accept me, I now live to make myself proud and I do everyday. This may sound like it’s all about me, but it really isn’t. It has had an incredible domino affect and my relationships with my children, friends and family have grown abundantly too. I now see my life as an exciting journey. I believe that I deserve great things and I now think and see wonderful things in my mind, which is awesome.
I am not saying my life is perfect and that I am now permanently skipping down the road with a massive grin on my face! That would be odd and not realistic and this life is a journey. I still have a little girl inside me who can sometimes get scared but the difference now is that I am able to comfort and reassure her until I feel ok again, instead of suffering for days on end or turning to outside things to fix me. Michelle has given me the tools to handle this life and anything it throws at me in a much more adult, emotionally balanced and peaceful place.
I have seen many therapists over the years but I truly believe Michelle is the best. I cannot explain how she does it but she is miraculous. Throughout this journey of self discovery and growth and no matter how hard it got, Michelle was there standing strong, giving love (and tough love) to get me through to the other side feeling safe and secure.
If you are reading this and it resonates with you, please look after yourself and see Michelle, it will be the greatest gift you could ever give yourself, I promise x
Kerry C, West London